"Be A Champion"

I am loving the song "Hall of Fame" by The Script, and I have been focusing on my big dreams.  It's amazing what I've been able to accomplish the last couple weeks since I've been able to get more sleep at night.  Scarier yet, I've been having the most amazing dreams at night as well.  I don't know how long it has been since I have had such real dreams daily.  It's been almost difficult to realize what world is real and which is my dream world.  My actual dreams here on Earth have a lot more to do with my fitness and future family goals than anything, and I have begun to get back into my training so I may be a champion for my future family.

I often wonder what my dad may think about where I am in life.  I absolutely have his work ethic, but I seem to burn myself out often with my inability to slow down when I need it most.  He seemed to fight with everything he had for his family as well.  I wonder what he would think about the people who have had the most influence in my life since he left his body.  I wonder what he would think about the lifestyle I have embraced.  I wonder what he would say about the boys I have dated and what advice he may give me about finding a best friend in a man, a man I could marry.  I appreciate when my mom says to me, "your dad would be very proud of you;" it brings me to tears when she gives her support and includes my dad with it.  I wish I had more positive people in my life right now to bring me confirmation.

It's hard for me to work at my job because I am bored with it, tired of the same thing every different day, and disgusted with the people who work for the company and are complacent with their mediocre positions and lifestyles and do not see that they have so much more potential than where they currently are in this world.  It's exhausting to be so positive around such negative energy.  I need change.

Here's to raising the bar[bell] and making changes.